CHELSEA Thursday, January 25, 2007
I'm hooked on the river by good charlotte! haha. my obsession is coming back! yeah man!i've been so stressed this whole week!
got stupid OM deadlines to meet..
&everyone's so busy so its almost impossible to get anything done.
because of this, i've become SUPER impatient.
i guess its cos i really wanna get things done.
&everyone keeps taking their time as if there's no deadline.
i get really frustrated.
i guess its also cos i'm co-leader
&i want my group to make it quick enough for 2nd assesment.
its possible to get full marks&i want that for the group.
even if the other co-leader doesn't really think this OM thing is really that important,
i still want my group to do its best.
its like i know we can do it,
but we're not giving ourselves a chance to
its so frustrating
if i've snapped at you any time i'm sorry.
it's just that i've been SO frustrated that i become like that.
i somehow think its like how a parent would feel
as in like they want their children to do well
&its really what i feel for my group now.
so i'm really sorry if i made anyone feel like shit
please understand what i feel too.
its like i have to study ALOT&i have this OM thing.
i feel responsible since i'm the co-leader.
if we screwed up the thing it'll seem like my fault cos i'm "the co-leader"
sigh
please people in my group! stop frustrating me&please do what you're supposed to do!
like sending me the pix cos i really gotta get working on the membership sign.
it doesn't take an hour to make you know! it takes at least 3 hours the least.
i don't wanna let you all down so you all don't let me down either kay?
baptised in the river
i see a vision of my life and i wanna be delivered
in the city was a sinner
i've done a lot of things wrong but i swear i'm a believer
like the prodigal son
i was out on my own now i'm trying to find my way back home
baptised in the river
i'm delivered
i'm delivered